Nothing

Didn’t guess I will ever find you

Didn’t guess this will end up like this

Didn’t guess your words, your attitude will hurt me

But I did learn!

I learned not to expect anything

I learned there is a big ocean between you and me

I learned that you never cared

Wish my thoughts and feelings were clearer

The hardest part is to stay still and do nothing

The hardest part is to realize the truth

Too many expectations perhaps…an “I’m sorry” would’ve done it

Wish I could scream… wish I could take this feeling into my hands and tear it off

But now I must do what is best for me

A whole world awaits and this feeling won't knock me down

In the meantime I will do the hardest part: "nothing".