Parce que en écoutant ce que l'amour veut vraiment dire Je peux finalement le comprendre L'amour! Je sais! L'amour est déjà là!
Tuesday, May 24, 2022
Amour, amour, amour
L'amour! C'est quoi l'amour???
Je me demande...
Est-ce que l'amour est parti?
Est-ce que l'amour est dans le miroir?
Est-ce que l'amour est perdu?
L'amour! C'est quoi l'amour?
Les petites messages
Les petites mensonges
Le verbiage...
Les yeux fermés
Le silence?
Je me demande pourquoi on devrait le trouver
Est-ce que l'amour est perdu?
Est'ce que l'amour nous a demandé qu'on y aille à la guerre pour le trouver
L'amour! C'est quoi l'amour?
Je reflechis...
J'arrête...
Saturday, November 27, 2021
Breathe, breathe, breathe!
Breathe, breathe, breathe
You can do this! You can do this!
Grandma, Great-grandma I'm calling you
Breathe, breathe, breathe
I'm breakable! I know this now
Come to me and assuage this excruciating pain
Grandma, Great-grandma you are with me
You tell me, "breathe, breathe, breathe"
I can't let the pain control my spirit
I can't let the pain take over my mind
Breathe, breathe, breathe
I'm lying on the ground, but I'm still here
A thousands of thoughts crossing my head
and I just keep telling myself, "breathe, breathe, breathe"
The adrenaline keeps me from screaming out of pain
I'm breakable! I know this now
Needles and more needles
I can't feel them anymore
A long trip ahead
Hours and hours and I'm still here feeling this biting pain
Hours and hours and I must stay strong
Needles and needles
Medicine and medicine, but I'm still in dreadful pain
Thousands of thoughts in my mind
Will I make it on time?
Will I walk along a heavenly beach again?
Will I climb a Hawaiian mountain again?
Will I keep exploring this magical world?
Breathe, breathe, breathe
The pain is so harrowing that for a second I see myself dying
I close my eyes and hear these words, "You can't die. You're eternal."
I'm breakable and I know this now
I could die and I'm grateful for my life
I could die now and I don't regret anything
I could die, but my spirit will never die
Breathe, breathe, breathe
I close my eyes and I feel my body like a ghost
My body wanting to heal itself
What a powerful thought!
I'm perfect! My body is perfect!
Breathe, breathe, breathe
My body is breakable, but my spirit is unconquerable!
Photograph by Engin Akyurt
Saturday, November 23, 2019
Bolivia
Nayax sutimax munta,
qullunakamax, jawiranakamax,
ch’umimax, pampamax.
Nayax wali imantatamax munta.
ch’uxña willjtamax.
wawa phaxsimax.
Waynanakax jumalayku jachapxta,
nayax jumalayku jachata.
Nayax nayrapachamax munta,
ch’axwanakax, amuyunakamax.
Uñt’smawa, uñt’istawa.
Jach’a markajax,
nayax jumar munta.
(Traducción Español)
Amo tu nombre,
tus montañas, tus ríos,
tu selva, tu llano.
Amo demasiado tu verdad,
tu verde amanecer,
tu luna nueva.
Los jóvenes lloran por ti,
Yo lloro por ti.
Amo demasiado tu pasado,
amo tus luchas, amo tus ideas.
Te conozco, me conoces.
Mi gran tierra,
Te amo a ti.
(English Translation)
I love your name,
your mountains, your rivers,
your jungle, your valleys.
I deeply love your truth,
your green dawn,
your new moon.
Youth cry for you,
I cry for you.
I deeply love your past,
I love your struggle, I love your ideas.
I know you, you know me.
My glorious land,
I love YOU.
Thursday, April 12, 2018
Unforgettable
I hear "Unforgettable"
and my heart starts to dance
I dance with you in my mind
I dance with you and I can see your soul
You loved me so much!
I loved you even more than that!
and this is why our story will remain forever unforgettable
You fled...because you knew you would never ever leave me
but I will be "Unforgettable" to you
and here I keep dancing waiting for you
Viens-ici! et embrasse moi!
tu sais que tu m'aimes
tu sais que je te manque énormément!
Viens-ici, parce que moi...j'ai déjà oublié tout le doleur
parce qu'on est "unforgettable"!
Dedicated to Nat King Cole.
Friday, November 3, 2017
Prince Not Charming
Someone who would never get tired of hearing my crazy ideas
Someone who would always be there when I need him
Someone whose tiny car would take us wherever we want
Someone who would be a book lover
Someone who would talk politics, music, and would appreciate my crazy taste in art
Someone who would feel we´re making magic together
While we try to communicate
So much to give, so much to say,
Don’t tell me what ending to write
This is me in the writing
This is me in every single word
I’m not afraid of being who I am
I’m not afraid of saying what I believe in even if that hurts
Because life is like that…you must hear nice and awful stuff
Nothing is like in the old love stories you once have read
Or maybe it is, once you´ve accepted who you are
Someone who won´t get tired of dancing
Someone who won´t give up
Someone who would commit
Not to me, but to his feelings
Someone who won´t deny who he is
Someone who won´t hide his flows, but learn from them
A story I wanna read again and again
A story of two
A story of us
That’s the “prince not charming” I want
Friday, August 12, 2016
Losing My Voice
Woke up and no word could come out
My brain bombarded by thoughts
Good thoughts, bad thoughts, ugly thoughts
Good thoughts like I´m alive
Bad thoughts like I hate feeling this emptiness
Ugly thoughts like I wish I had never fallen into this void
Woke up and no word could come out
Felt helpless and so weak
Felt like nothing
A “nothing” person
A “nothing” woman
A nothing that can´t be loved
A nothing that was tossed when less expected
Woke up and no word could come out
And a “larme” rolled over my face
A “larme” then multiplied into an ocean
A gloomy hurricane of emotions trapped me
Woke up and no word could come out
Not that word that I used to say, “babe”
Not those words that I used to say, “I love you”
Woke up and no word could come out
Just silence and weakness
And then out of nowhere
Here I am with no voice, but with hope
Here I am with no voice, but immensely stronger
Here I am a “nothing” with no voice, but climbing “Everest” little by little
Yes, you are gone, but I´m still here
Yes, I have no voice, but I´m still me
Got my way lost, but I´m finding it back somehow
Woke up and no word could come out
But here I am writing this poem not to you, but to me!
Here I am rediscovering, reinventing, redefining who I am
Here I am with no voice, but with a mighty heart
Losing my voice, losing you…how long can this last?
Not much because this is me who we´re talking about!
A nothing who is something
A nothing who is something without you
Losing my voice, losing you…how hard could it be?
Yes, I loved you! But it is not all about you anymore!
Here I am and I want to sing!
Here I am and I´m ready to rise and show you that you never defined me
Here I am…sorry! Not to show you anything, but to show me the beautiful “nothing” I am
LOSING MY VOICE WON´T LAST FOREVER!
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
Disillusionment
A borrowed heart
A borrowed feeling
We danced for a while
Felt my world was turned upside down
Felt I couldn’t feel happier
Disillusionment
Woke one day and everything was gone
Your love, your smile
Your voice stopped making those groovy sounds
Your words stopped being written and sent to my heart
The dance stopped and I wasn’t prepared
A borrowed heart
Are you where you’re supposed to be?
Thought we belonged together
Thought we would dance forever
Thought we would go to Las Vegas and love each other until the end
Disillusionment
Didn’t I get the message right?
I laughed at that!
Because you knew how much I loved you!
You knew it, but the game was on
A borrowed heart
A borrowed feeling
And now you’re all cozy in her arms…
Disillusionment
But I did learn
Learned to never give my heart to the wrong person
Our dance is over
Photos and a ghost remain
Hope I can forget just that easily
Wish I were all cozy in someone else’s arms
Loving and being loved
You forgot everything so quickly
But I’m fine…you just made me stronger!
Saturday, March 26, 2016
The photos that were never posted
Today my world collapsed
You and her in front of me
How couldn´t I see it before?
Why was I so blind? All the photos that were never posted All the secrets Now everything makes sense What a player! I can´t believe my eyes Yes, you! You, such a liar! Manipulating me Making me cry a river All I had for you was love And you tore everything apart You took my heart and broke it with pleasure What did I ever do to you to deserve that? The only thing I did was to love you What a fool! Thought you felt the same All the secrets All the photos that were never posted Are now nothing Burnt Never seen You crashed my last hope And your real face was revealed An ugly face An ugly look What did I ever do to you to deserve that? Just hope to never see you again Just hope you´ll never hurt anyone the way you hurt me All the secrets All the photos that were never posted Are now gone
Saturday, March 5, 2016
BRIAN
No one would understand, but
This is the story of a dog called Brian
He was a puppy, a cute puppy, so small that he could fit in one´s hand
There he was all tied up with a rope, all alone in a balcony
The owners? A family who didn´t like him!
Actually a family who preferred the poodle they had
Life is so wonderful and surprising!
Mom was the one who rescued him
Yeah! The family said yes! You can take him!
Brian, a cute puppy, was so scared, but mom´s love saved him
Brian ran and ran like a rabbit
Brian jumped and jumped like this was heaven
Brian looked at me and I knew things would be just fine
We traveled together...
So many adventures, happy moments, sad moments
I missed you when I was not there with you
You missed me because I was not there with you
We danced together, we cried together
You protected mom and you made her happy
What else in the world would I ask for!
You are one of the most precious gifts this life has given me
Little puppy with a collar that could fit a mouse
Little puppy that grew old but still had energy to play with me
Little puppy you understood how I felt when life struck me
You have no idea how much I love you and miss you!
But I know one day we´ll be together again
And yeah…we´ll dance and play like we used to do
And yeah…you will run and run like a rabbit
And yeah…I will see your wolflike-shadow again!
Little puppy! Thanks so much for understanding us!
I know you´ll always be here with us!
My heart is broken now, but I can´t be more thankful for having found you in this crazy world
Love you, Brian!
Saturday, October 24, 2015
A trap called "Love"
Please love me like I do
Please don´t give up on us
Tears just pour out of my soul
I can´t control this feeling
It´s bigger than me and my brains
Please make love to me
Please dance with me
Tears just cover my face
I wish I didn´t feel the way I feel now
It was an unexpected feeling
I should have walked away
I should have slapped you when you kissed me the first time
I should have done that and run away before it was too late
But now there is no way out
I´ve fallen in this trap called love once again
Wish I can take my heart and just tear it apart
Wish I could stop crying and thinking what I did wrong
I just showered you with kisses and sweetness
I just wanted to make you happy
And now this is how it all ends
Wish I could be you…wish I could control my feelings and decide not to care anymore
Wish I could go back in time and said “no”
My heart wouldn´t be broken
But there is more than you think
I´m not like anyone else!
And you´ll see
I´m strong enough to deal with the pain…maybe not today, but tomorrow you´ll see
I will just let my tears be free, just for today
I will just sink into this pain
I will remember the way you kissed me
I will remember the way we met
But just for today because tomorrow…I´ll wake up all brand new
Because I was being myself
Because it was not a game for me
I risked it and now I´ll put my heart together and keep going
It would have been one of the most amazing stories!
It would have been a beautiful dance, you and me!
But it´s OK
I´ll keep going…I´ll keep walking… and one day I will love again!
Sunday, September 6, 2015
Within you
It’s all within you!
Looking for love?
Looking for happiness?
Looking for peace?
You could walk the world a thousand times
You could meet all kinds of people
You could climb the highest mountain
You could swim the largest ocean
You could fall in love
But there is no need
It’s all within you!
All answers lie within you
Joy, love, and freedom lie right there
Stop for a minute and understand this…
It´s all within you!
Monday, May 18, 2015
Don’t worry, be happy!
Hey you!
Cheer up!
Put a smile on your face!
Because you only have one chance to live
Because life will go away in a blink
Enjoy every minute, every hour, and every day
And if everything seems to get dark,
Close your eyes and think of a beautiful memory
Don´t be afraid because life is there for you
Take a walk!
Listen to your heart!
Hear your soul breathing!
Take a break and enjoy this moment!
Because it will never come back
Be grateful for all the beautiful moments, but also for all the struggles and mistakes
Don’t worry, be happy!
Life is a lit candle…enjoy it before the light is gone
Sing, dance, dream, write, read, and fall in love with your life
Don’t worry, be happy!
Because everything will be just fine
(Thanks Bobby McFerrin for the song that makes me feel there is nothing that can knock me down!)
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Uncertainty
A new day ahead
24 hours to discover who you are
24 hours to taste life as it is
A new day begins
And a thousand questions arise
What should I do?
What should I think?
Who should I be?
Where should I go?
24 hours to figure it out
24 hours to dance with the world
One word, one look, one touch, one decision
A thousand challenges
A thousand mistakes
A thousand opportunities to learn
A new day ahead to enjoy “uncertainty”
A new day to taste life as it is
Don’t miss that fighting chance!
Saturday, March 7, 2015
R.C.
Little by little
Warm wave after warm wave
I feel the rhythm of your animal song
I long to learn your upbeat language
I feel it on my toes
I feel it on my hips
I feel it on my arms
I feel it on my body
I feel the rhythm of your sensual song
It’s burning my soul
It’s burning my heart
Little by little
I hold your hand
I touch you tenderly
I feel your rhythm
I speak your beautiful upbeat language
Little by little
You start loving me
And I start understanding this unique life dance
Friday, February 20, 2015
El Sol y la Estrella
Sun wakes up;
Washes up and starts off a new brand day.
Star is running late for work and didn’t have enough time to do her hair.
All other stars are already shining over the whole world!
Sun checks his email while eating some yummy chocolate.
Star begins to shine and feels happy to be at her desk while Sun is already in bed.
They never see each other, but they’re extraordinarily connected.
Somehow Sun feels when Star is sad.
Somehow Star knows when Sun is worried.
They would love to chat sometime!
They would love to make jokes and tease each other.
They would love to hear each other’s stories.
Sun is happy!
Star is happy!
But they would be insanely happy if they could ever be together.
All stars, planets, and the moon say that’s impossible!
Sun and Star could never be together.
But what they don’t know is what Sun and Star truly feel.
They dream about each other and when the right tune plays on the radio they both know that somehow, somewhere, they will finally be together.
A magic bond, a magic bridge!
Call it the way pleases you; it’s just how it is.
Sun and Star will always be together not matter what!
Sunday, December 28, 2014
Unique
Feel your sweet rage, your silent cry
Feel your awkwardness, your passion
You’re right here and I’m not me anymore
When you look into my eyes, you strip my soul
Useless layers and layers come off
Long time ago I learned to harden my heart, to hide
Blunt words Frantic music Passionate soul The fire has been awaken and I’m not me anymore Useless layers and layers used to protect me But your words, your silence, your eyes strip me off And only a dumb girl remains You are unique and I’m shaken Time, time, time Grateful for our separate roads Your words, your silence, your eyes, your brains would’ve been my sweet malison You’re unique!
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Dreamed about you
Dreamed about you
Dreamed we were holding hands
Dreamed I hugged your back softly
Dreamed I asked you to come along
Dreamed I was afraid you'd see the real me
Dreamed I was proud to be holding hands with you
Dreamed we were putting flowers on the floor
Dreamed I was happy!
Dreamed everyone acknowledged we were meant to be together
Dreamed about you!
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Grateful
So many storms
So many knock-outs
So many people telling you that you can’t
So many defeats
So many lonely days
But then you rise
And keep fighting
This is not an agonizing battle
This fight is the one you were looking forward to
This is the fight you’ve been preparing for
This is the time when you rise and look the world in the eye
And voice, “Here, I am! This is my fight, this is my life and for that I’m so grateful!”
Grateful for the defeats,
Grateful for the battles,
Grateful for the sword thrusts
Grateful for the challenges
Grateful for the mistakes
Because they teach you to rise and keep fighting
Grateful for this beautiful life and every single breath!
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Madiba
Beautiful green land witnessed your birth
When your eyes opened light was shed everywhere
Strong South African soul!
Strong human soul!
Greatness was not your goal
Justice is all your heart longed
A real fighter!
A real leader!
Education is the core you once said
You never gave up!
Your body was jailed, but not your soul
They tried to extinguish the fire in your heart, but they failed
You were stronger than that
You were stronger than all the evil
Free thinker, free soul!
Revenge was not in your dictionary
You decided to learn the language of your enemy
You decided to pour forgiveness on your oppressors
Sacrifice, tears, separation…all you trade for your people
Love and forgiveness you taught us
You are not longer with us, but your thoughts, your love, your example will forever dwell in our hearts
Not only on your beautiful land, but on all corners of our world
Magic smile, wise eyes!
The world will never forget you, Tata!
God is hearing how grateful we are for having sent you to this world
The greatest, the humblest, the wisest!
Thank you, thank you, thank you, Madiba!
Thursday, November 28, 2013
Nothing
Didn’t guess I will ever find you
Didn’t guess this will end up like this
Didn’t guess your words, your attitude will hurt me
But I did learn!
I learned not to expect anything
I learned there is a big ocean between you and me
I learned that you never cared
Wish my thoughts and feelings were clearer
The hardest part is to stay still and do nothing
The hardest part is to realize the truth
Too many expectations perhaps…an “I’m sorry” would’ve done it
Wish I could scream… wish I could take this feeling into my hands and tear it off
But now I must do what is best for me
A whole world awaits and this feeling won't knock me down
In the meantime I will do the hardest part: "nothing".
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